Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
Sabtu, 03 Desember 2011
Minggu, 09 Oktober 2011
2011, September 29th
Happy birthday Monic, happy birthday Monic, happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday Monic......
Whoaaaa!!! I wish he sing this song to me but he too shy to sing this song -______-
Well, akhirnya gue, Monica Evelina (Stephani) Hutagaol genap berumur 17 tahun and it means umur gue semakin pendek :( tapi gapapa muka masih awet muda kok hahahaha.
First mau big thanks banget buat Tuhan Yesus Kristus yang udah membimbing gue sampai detik ini, mama papa yang udah melahirkan gue *eh* maksudnya yang udah merawat gue, teman-teman yang sangat murah hati, cantik, dan baik sama gue, pokonya semuanya yang sayang sama gue dan sudah menemani gue selama ini, tanpa kalian, aku pasti merasa kesepian di dunia ini *muka innocent* Oh ya, terima kasih ya Tuhan karna Engkau tidak membiarkan aku sendirian di ulang tahun yang ke-17 ini (read: jomblo) :D
Terima kasih untuk yang ngucapin, thanks banget loh yang udah rela-rela membangunkan gue dari mimpi hanya untuk bilang happy birthday, juga yang ngucapin lewat messages, telepon, Facebook, juga twitter. Thanks juga untuk wishes-wishes nya, semoga semuanya terkabul yah huhuhu.. Kadonya juga lucu-lucu! Merci beaucoup!!!! xoxo
Sedikit mau membahas tentang kemanisan dan keunikan ulang tahun gue, ada beberapa kado yang menarik perhatian gue....
1. From Clarisa Louise Myranda
Satu-satu nya kado yang paling susah dibuka!!!!!! Tapi isinya sangat menarik.... Sebuah t-shirt dengan pita-pita yang sangat manis, sebuah novel berjudul "Hujan dan Teduh", dan kertas-kertas yang terlihat seperti sampah..
Those are so sweeeeeettts!!!! :D Thanks Hunny Sweety Bunny, me love you so muuuuchh!!!!♥♥♥
2. From Arien Afriesta, my tablemate
Sama seperti Clarisa (gue rasa mereka sekongkol) hadiah dari teman-yang-masih-selalu-terus-terusan-single ini adalah berikut ini....
Whoaaaa!!! I wish he sing this song to me but he too shy to sing this song -______-
Well, akhirnya gue, Monica Evelina (Stephani) Hutagaol genap berumur 17 tahun and it means umur gue semakin pendek :( tapi gapapa muka masih awet muda kok hahahaha.
First mau big thanks banget buat Tuhan Yesus Kristus yang udah membimbing gue sampai detik ini, mama papa yang udah melahirkan gue *eh* maksudnya yang udah merawat gue, teman-teman yang sangat murah hati, cantik, dan baik sama gue, pokonya semuanya yang sayang sama gue dan sudah menemani gue selama ini, tanpa kalian, aku pasti merasa kesepian di dunia ini *muka innocent* Oh ya, terima kasih ya Tuhan karna Engkau tidak membiarkan aku sendirian di ulang tahun yang ke-17 ini (read: jomblo) :D
Terima kasih untuk yang ngucapin, thanks banget loh yang udah rela-rela membangunkan gue dari mimpi hanya untuk bilang happy birthday, juga yang ngucapin lewat messages, telepon, Facebook, juga twitter. Thanks juga untuk wishes-wishes nya, semoga semuanya terkabul yah huhuhu.. Kadonya juga lucu-lucu! Merci beaucoup!!!! xoxo
Sedikit mau membahas tentang kemanisan dan keunikan ulang tahun gue, ada beberapa kado yang menarik perhatian gue....
1. From Clarisa Louise Myranda
Satu-satu nya kado yang paling susah dibuka!!!!!! Tapi isinya sangat menarik.... Sebuah t-shirt dengan pita-pita yang sangat manis, sebuah novel berjudul "Hujan dan Teduh", dan kertas-kertas yang terlihat seperti sampah..
Penasaran sama isi kertasnya? Ini dia......
Daaaaaaaaann.... kertas ke-17 gue temukan di dompet dalam bentuk seperti ini....
Setelah dibuka........tetereteteeeeett!!!
Those are so sweeeeeettts!!!! :D Thanks Hunny Sweety Bunny, me love you so muuuuchh!!!!♥♥♥
2. From Arien Afriesta, my tablemate
Sama seperti Clarisa (gue rasa mereka sekongkol) hadiah dari teman-yang-masih-selalu-terus-terusan-single ini adalah berikut ini....
Look at the t-shirt!!!! Gambarnya jangkar kapal...... Hihihi, bajunya lebih cocok untuk Ronald :P
Yang menjadi pertanyaan adalah.......kenapa harus V-neck? -______-
Dan ini adalah isi dari kertas-kertasnya...
Dan sisanya adalah kertas-kertas kosong yang katanya gak boleh dibuang. Baiklah Arien, semua kertasnya akan aku simpan, me love love love yyouuu!♥♥
Ini adalah beberapa kado yang lainnya, sungguh sangat terharu karena mendapatkan ini semua..... :')
Kado dari my dearest AMI HAPSARI, Post It bentuk baju bergambar Domo, for God's sake post it ini gak akan gue pake kecuali untuk sesuatu yang spesial. Thankyou Amiiiiiw :D
Botol minum Domo from CHANDRINI LARASATI, huhuhu love it so muuuchh!!♥
Gembok bentuk Domo yang super duper cute from Ebbi, uuuuuuuhh I love this!! :3
Boneka Stitch from RIZKY LARAS SAFITRI, muka bonekanya innocent sekali yah, hihihi....
And the last unique gift is from Mega Nur Alfira, my ex tablemate. Ini adalah tempat pensil. Ya, tempat pensil bentuk hot pants, lucu kan? :D
And here's a video from my clasmates, a special video for me. Let's check it out! :D
Yap, that's all. Maaf untuk kado-kado yang gak di post, but I thank so much to you guys! May all my friends' birthday wishes come true (ameeeeenn). For my dearest Ronald, I'm waiting for the 100 wishes yah :D
Once agaaaiinnn.........THAAAANK YOU GUUUUYYS!!!!
Sabtu, 08 Oktober 2011
Jumat, 07 Oktober 2011
Monica's Back!!!!
Hello everybody!!!! Finally I can open this (shit) blog! Fiuh. I just edited my blog but it looks weird, right? Yes, I forgot all the things about my blog especially how to edit my background -____- but don't worried, I'll make it better as soon as posssible :)
Well, I'm still the old Monica. I still love blue and all the sweet things. I still have trouble with time. I still love my parents and my family (huh?), just one thing which changed in my life. Guess what???? I HAVE NEW BOYFRIEND! You can call him, RONALD. Verry surprised right? Hahahaha... I dont know how it can be, but this is real, he's my new boy..
I've known him since 2 years ago (I think). We're just friend who never meet before. Just via Facebook, Twitter, and message. I know him from my friend, you can call him Charles. I regard him as my fantasy friend. He's kind, funny, kind, funny, kind, funny, and that's all. Before I become his girlfriend, I know about him, about his school, about his friends, a lil bit about his family. Nothing special between us, just friend who sometimes say hello and ask how's our life.
You should know that finally I broke up with Yosua Azarya Salomo Simanjuntak. It sucks but finally I realized that this is the best for us. When I'm in a bad condition after broke up, he (Ronald) comes to my life. Day by day he support me and cheers me up. He always beside me and accompany me, listen to all my sadness and my complaint. From friend. I regard him as my brother (tapi dia gak mau hahahaha), but yeah.........I realized that I love him, and I dont want to lose him. All the things that he did for me made me fall in love with him *blushing* Eeeeemmmm......I dont know what's next, I'm speechles..
Do you want to know how he ask me to be his girl? This is the story....
For your information, I've been know that he loves he before he say it to me, and so does he. Tapi saling pura-pura gak tau kali yah hahahaha.. Someday, he told me that he wanted to tell me something! Wohohoho I know what the thing tapi gue masih sok gatau hahahaha.. And finally he messaged me like this.......
I'm really surprised!!!!! I'm speechles.. Then he sent me another message....
Huahahahaha, I'm laughed alone at my room. But at night he called me, BUT HE SAID NOTHING. He said that it's hard to ask me to be his girlf at that time hahaha. Next day he did the same, he called me but said nothing. I think Avril's song is dedicated to him "What's wrong with my tongue these words are keep slipping away, I stutter I stumble like I've got nothing to say" hahahahaha :P
But yeah, finally he said it! He called me at 2011, September 4th at dawn. I said yes because I felt comfortable when I'm with him and I do love him for sure. I'll do the best for him and may God bless our relationship. Will you never let me go?
Well, I'm still the old Monica. I still love blue and all the sweet things. I still have trouble with time. I still love my parents and my family (huh?), just one thing which changed in my life. Guess what???? I HAVE NEW BOYFRIEND! You can call him, RONALD. Verry surprised right? Hahahaha... I dont know how it can be, but this is real, he's my new boy..
I've known him since 2 years ago (I think). We're just friend who never meet before. Just via Facebook, Twitter, and message. I know him from my friend, you can call him Charles. I regard him as my fantasy friend. He's kind, funny, kind, funny, kind, funny, and that's all. Before I become his girlfriend, I know about him, about his school, about his friends, a lil bit about his family. Nothing special between us, just friend who sometimes say hello and ask how's our life.
You should know that finally I broke up with Yosua Azarya Salomo Simanjuntak. It sucks but finally I realized that this is the best for us. When I'm in a bad condition after broke up, he (Ronald) comes to my life. Day by day he support me and cheers me up. He always beside me and accompany me, listen to all my sadness and my complaint. From friend. I regard him as my brother (tapi dia gak mau hahahaha), but yeah.........I realized that I love him, and I dont want to lose him. All the things that he did for me made me fall in love with him *blushing* Eeeeemmmm......I dont know what's next, I'm speechles..
Do you want to know how he ask me to be his girl? This is the story....
For your information, I've been know that he loves he before he say it to me, and so does he. Tapi saling pura-pura gak tau kali yah hahahaha.. Someday, he told me that he wanted to tell me something! Wohohoho I know what the thing tapi gue masih sok gatau hahahaha.. And finally he messaged me like this.......
I'm really surprised!!!!! I'm speechles.. Then he sent me another message....
Huahahahaha, I'm laughed alone at my room. But at night he called me, BUT HE SAID NOTHING. He said that it's hard to ask me to be his girlf at that time hahaha. Next day he did the same, he called me but said nothing. I think Avril's song is dedicated to him "What's wrong with my tongue these words are keep slipping away, I stutter I stumble like I've got nothing to say" hahahahaha :P
But yeah, finally he said it! He called me at 2011, September 4th at dawn. I said yes because I felt comfortable when I'm with him and I do love him for sure. I'll do the best for him and may God bless our relationship. Will you never let me go?
Rabu, 03 November 2010
Selasa, 02 November 2010
cinnamon
lanjutan...
"Lin ayo bangun! kamu gak sekolah?" teriak mamanya, namun Lina hanya menggeliat gak karuan di kasurnya. berat rasanya untuk meninggalkan bantal dan guling.
"hemm.." Lina menggeliat, menguap, menggeliat, dan menguap.
hari ini semua aktivitas kembali berjalan. Lina sadar apapun yang terjadi, semuanya harus dia terima dan harus dia lalui. karena dia tau, tidak mungkin waktu dihentikan dan mengubah segala sesuatunya yang telah terjadi.
drrttt...drrrt...
"siapa sih pagi-pagi gini sms? mana lagi hp gue?! gubraaak!!" Lina meraba-raba kasurnya namun HP nya sudah lebih sukses turun ke bawah kolong tempat tidur.
"aaaahh! HP gue udah butut makin butut aja deh kan!" Lina menggerutu sambil bermalas-malasan meraih HPnya.
Lin bawa baju olahraga gak? pesan dari Fira dan menurutnya ini sama sekali tidak penting.
gak usah gue bales deh! kalau nanti dia marah-marah bilang aja gak ada pulsa hahahaha..
lina memutuskan untuk segera mandi karena lebih lama 1 menit saja dia akan terjebak macet dan terancam putus harapan untuk melanjutkan tidur di sekolah.
sekolah ada satu-satunya tempat bagi Lina untuk mencari serpihan-serpihan kebahagiaan dalam hidupnya. setelah semua yang telah terjadi padanya, dia tidak putus asa. berbeda dengan Arya.
"Ya, kamu masih pacaran sama Lina?" tanya mama Arya saat merapikan tempat tidur anak sulungnya itu. pakaian dan buku-buku bersatu membentuk gado-gado.
"engga ma, udah putus dari kapan tau. kenapa ma?" tanya Arya. di pagi hari yang indah ini, hatinya sedang tidak mood untuk membahas hubungannya dengan Lina.
"engga apa-apa mama cuma nanya aja kok. oh yah, ajak adik-adik kamu sarapan gih. katanya mereka mau sarapan sama kamu. tumben yah.." kata mama Arya sambil melipat pakaian-pakaian kotor Arya.
"oh bentar lagi deh ma, Arya masih pengen tidur." Arya memang selalu pulang malam setiap harinya namun orang tuanya tidak pernah melarang asal alasannya memang jelas. namun Arya sering menyalahgunakan kepercayaan orangtuanya itu.
"Abang makan yuk bang, iel udah laper banget nih.." kata kiel adik Arya yang paling kecil. dia baru saja memulai jenjang pendidikannya di bangku TKL kecil.
":aaaah iel, abang masih ngantuk nih.. kamu makan sama mama aja dulu.."
"yauda iel bilangin mama nih semalem abang pulang sama cewek.." ancam lelaki 6 tahun itu..
"hah? iel apa-apaan sih?? itu temen abang tauk!" ujar Arya langsung bangun dari tidurnya. dia tidak menyangka adik kecilnya itu melihatnya membawa pulang temannya untuk numpang ke toilet..
bersambung..
"Ya, kamu masih pacaran sama Lina?" tanya mama Arya saat merapikan tempat tidur anak sulungnya itu. pakaian dan buku-buku bersatu membentuk gado-gado.
"engga ma, udah putus dari kapan tau. kenapa ma?" tanya Arya. di pagi hari yang indah ini, hatinya sedang tidak mood untuk membahas hubungannya dengan Lina.
"engga apa-apa mama cuma nanya aja kok. oh yah, ajak adik-adik kamu sarapan gih. katanya mereka mau sarapan sama kamu. tumben yah.." kata mama Arya sambil melipat pakaian-pakaian kotor Arya.
"oh bentar lagi deh ma, Arya masih pengen tidur." Arya memang selalu pulang malam setiap harinya namun orang tuanya tidak pernah melarang asal alasannya memang jelas. namun Arya sering menyalahgunakan kepercayaan orangtuanya itu.
"Abang makan yuk bang, iel udah laper banget nih.." kata kiel adik Arya yang paling kecil. dia baru saja memulai jenjang pendidikannya di bangku TKL kecil.
":aaaah iel, abang masih ngantuk nih.. kamu makan sama mama aja dulu.."
"yauda iel bilangin mama nih semalem abang pulang sama cewek.." ancam lelaki 6 tahun itu..
"hah? iel apa-apaan sih?? itu temen abang tauk!" ujar Arya langsung bangun dari tidurnya. dia tidak menyangka adik kecilnya itu melihatnya membawa pulang temannya untuk numpang ke toilet..
bersambung..
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